Imma Leavin!

Is it weird I am more scared of riding on a plane than moving all my stuff to Sweden, getting married in Denmark, moving in with one attractive Swede, and saying goodbye to my family... Scratch that. I probably don't comprehend how hard that will be. I mean, it was hard saying goodbye last year for three months! This time will probably be a bit different.
Anyways... I'm attempting to start packing. "Attempting" I mean... it is hard to decide what to pack! Everyone asks if I have started to pack.. and I say "Kinda.." I've narrowed out all the crap I don't want! That's a good start, right?? :)
I talked with Joel today, and we are freaking out. I mean, we've been apart for six loooong months and now the time is finally here! We are almost reunited. I will only have to skype him five more times, then I am DONE. No more reserving my days from noon-4! Not that it was bad... just hard haha. I told him to make sure someone is recording him while he is waiting for me at the airport, because I am sure he will be jumping up and down like crazy!
The other night I had my first nightmare about flying over to Sweden. I wasn't nervous last summer because I was with my friends, and they are great with directions and knowing where they're supposed to be. I am really so nervous for that, I can't think of anything else! Flying by myself has me so antsy to just get there. If anyone reads this.... do you have any advice to make traveling easier? I can't stop thinking about finding my way around an airport by myself.
But of course... I can't wait to start this new adventure with Joel :)

Hmmm....

I've decided to do a random blog post... even though no one can read it anymore...... gahhhhh. I was really getting so creeped out, it was time to make the blog private. If you would have seen where I was getting all my views from, you'd be creeped out too.
Well! I am currently trying to get all my crap together for the big move. I leave the United States on May 31st! In 18 days. Basically two and a half weeks. I think it's all coming together! My goodbye party is this weekend, kinda weird. I mean, it's hard.... in the past I feel as though I've always blown off wedding receptions, but now that I've seen how much work it is to put everything together, I'm determined to go to every single one!! Haha but no, really. This goodbye party is a little different than a reception though for a couple reasons:
A) My fiance will not be there. We didn't want him spending $1,500+ to come here for one week, and then fly back with me... when I'll just be seeing him a week later.
B) I'm moving to SWEDEN for heaven sakes. This will probably be the last time I see a lot of people for a few years. Hence the name "goodbye" party....

Trying to put this all together sure has been interesting! I'm excited to see how it turns out. This is the last week of my job nannying, and my party is this weekend. Super crazy how little time I have left!! Also my car broke down. Great timing! Now it is my sisters job to deal with it :)

Well I believe that is all for now!! :) Sorry it's a small post, but whatevs :)